Blahs

I have the "blahs" today. Nothing is wrong, but I think last week was so busy and chaotic with four activities here at the house in five days that I was switching gears so quickly I'm sure I stripped a few. It was fun, though. I'm not complaining, but I just can't get motivated to do anything today. It's not blazing hot today, either, and for a day in August, that is a real blessing.

Maybe I'm feeling a little of my aunt's downer. Though they were able to get all of the cancer and determined it had not spread at all, she still has to undergo chemotherapy and radiation. It will last through the end of the year and into 2009. That's a long stretch. In addition, she's been told the chemo will likely give her severe nausea throughout. That's about twelve weeks of feeling rotten. It's a disappointment that she has to go through all of this.

Maybe I'm just lazy today. That's a distinct possibility. I did go have an amazing facial and back treatment yesterday. Left there so relaxed I almost couldn't stay awake to drive home! But when I got home, I was hit with many different things I needed to take care of. I felt pulled by everyone and no one was even here. I had phones ringing, texts coming in and emails all calling for my immediate attention. Where was the peace and quiet? Obviously not here!

I tried to take a nap today, but I've had four calls soliciting various things this afternoon, so no nap. Maybe that's my problem. I'm just caught up in feeling like everyone wants something from me and I'm feeling the need to sit back and not be needed for awhile. We have one more "thing" on Saturday for my husband and a bunch of his friends/associates, and then I think I get a few days off. I'll even get a few days to myself when he goes out of town and my daughter goes to visit her brother at the same time. That sounds like fun, too. I like a few days to myself occasionally. I also like a few days when I don't have to cook for anyone. :-)

OK, feeling better since I got all of this out of my system. Tomorrow will be better!